In the car with Lori were two suicide notes: one was an 11-page note addressed to “my wonderful husband” and the other to her daughter to be opened on her 18th birthday. The family hoped to find answers in these notes, but instead they found something even worse…

Upon opening the notes, the Ruff family said that the pages were filled with “ramblings from a clearly disturbed person” that disclosed no details of her past. Due to the disturbing content and privacy issues, the family has never released the content from the letters.